this website is under maintenance and wont be edited for a while i did some dumb shit and therefore i will be taking a break from most social media and this side project of mine, im not going to go into details for reasons but i am just extremely stressed and paranoid and thinking of hurting myself again

no none is to blame for this but myself i deserve this because im a fucking ignorant loser

dont harras any of the people involved this is because my mistakes, i did this to myself

i should have known liking some music artists or dressing how i want to could make some people concerned or suspicous of me and i should have known better

if you are one of the people involved in this dont feel bad i deserve this. dont let any of this make you feel horrible.

also i should have checked who i followed back or was friends with online because i really didnt know i was friends with anyone in the tcc and i have since unfriended them but still i cant change that right that must surely make me somehow a horrible person because i HONESTLY DIDNT FUCKING KNOW BECAUSE I DONT TAKE TIME TO STALK OR LOOK AT OTHER PEOPLES ACCOUNTS ONLINE IT WAS A HONEST FUCKING MISTAKE I MADE AND IM TRYING TO CHANGE AND IM REFLECTING ON MY ACTIONS SO DONT TRY AND CONTACT ME OVER THIS FUCKING MESS OR HARASS ME I DONT GIVE A FUCK FUCK OFF FUCK YOU I HOPE YOU LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE THATS ALL I FUCKING WANTED WAS TO BE DIFFERENT AND NOT BE JUDGED OR RIDUCULED OR HARRASED BUT I GUESS FUCKING NOT HUH? BECAUSE LIFE IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR HUH? I FUCKING HATE MYSELF AND THE ONLY WAY TO PUSH THAT AWAY IS BY BEING WHO I AM ONLINE AND TRYING TO FIT IN BUT AGAIN THAT JUST GETS ME FUCKING HARRASED HUH?

fuck all of you peices of shits i hope you fucking die except for the few that were nice to me and werent quick to jump to conclusions and judge me i love you all and i hope you know im not mad at any of you

if you are one of the people involved im not mad at you im mad at myself, dont take offense to anything here im just expressing my anger because i really cant punch anything or fucking breakdown because i would wake everyone up